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Friday February 13, 2009 AIM Convo: Finn/Garret


inurheadandheart:
You still alive assbutt?

milesfromstart:
i'm fine

inurheadandheart:
everyone good on your watch? your boys and such?

milesfromstart:
they're hanging in there i guess

inurheadandheart:
everyone's still breathing is a good sign

milesfromstart:
yeah, they are
i have a girl here too, not just the boys

inurheadandheart:
ah kk. oh, yeah. um. . . fuck. i'm an ass, but what's her name. june! there!

milesfromstart:
good job, doughboy

inurheadandheart:
hey, i've been running around the school for the past week doing everything i can to keep it from freezing to death. i can get a little slack, yeah?

milesfromstart:
no

inurheadandheart:
fine. you guys got electricity back alright though, right?

milesfromstart:
yeah

inurheadandheart:
the heating's good or do you need it checked out?

milesfromstart:
it's fine. just worry about the rest of the school and let me stay in my little corner of peoples whose names don't seem to heed remembering

inurheadandheart:
seriously, do you need extra blankets or heaters?

milesfromstart:
i need them not to die. can you do that finn? can you make them not dying?

inurheadandheart:
i can try.

milesfromstart:
i'm sorry. i'm being harsh, i don't mean it

inurheadandheart:
i know dude, we're all strung out here.

milesfromstart:
right. we all are. so what gives me any right to give you a hard time

inurheadandheart:
you're mad and upset.

milesfromstart:
i'm not mad

inurheadandheart:
upset, big time.

milesfromstart:
after the power went out, mal told me what he wanted me to do with his body. when he dies. i had to have that conversation with him

inurheadandheart:
oh fuck.

milesfromstart:
that's not how it's supposed to go

inurheadandheart:
how is it supposed to go then?

milesfromstart:
i go first. twenty years, or thirty, i'm the first to go. then rorie, when he's really old and happy and his kid is all grown up. and then mal, maybe. in like, centuries.

inurheadandheart:
so i get to out live you all? cool.
sorry, bad.
not joking time.

milesfromstart:
you kinda made me smile. just a little though

inurheadandheart:
yes! i did that! i'm taking a picture for later when you give me shit!

milesfromstart:
shut up you tool

inurheadandheart:
nope. savoring. savoring. annnndddd done.

milesfromstart:
i'm so tired

inurheadandheart:
i know what you mean. i think i've slept a total of 10 hours this week.

milesfromstart:
i can't sleep

inurheadandheart:
i don't blame you.

inurheadandheart:
i say, when this is over and we get all better and shit. that we hibernate.

milesfromstart:
yeah
because it has to get better

inurheadandheart:
it will or you know. i'll like do stuff. . . my brain kinda died.

milesfromstart:
i honestly don't know what i'll do if
i can't even
type it

inurheadandheart:
don't. you don't need to cause it won't happen. it can't. it's against the laws of physical restraints.

milesfromstart:
i've never been hopeless before. i don't believe in it. fuck, lloyd left for two goddamn years, i still went after him

inurheadandheart:
then don't be. you weren't then, don't start now.

milesfromstart:
you can't see their faces

inurheadandheart:
i don't need to. i see all the others and i know that you know how it is just like i do.

milesfromstart:
i'm getting married in less than a month

inurheadandheart:
you still will be. to both your boys.

milesfromstart:
yeah

inurheadandheart:
i'll make sure of it. even if i have to sell my soul or cd player.

milesfromstart:
i'm hiding in the bath tub

inurheadandheart:
i'm in a janitor's closet. but i doubt it's for the same thing.

milesfromstart:
you're jerking off?

inurheadandheart:
no! hiding so i can have a minute to find the shit i need to to make sure the pipes are staying defrosted and that the heating's good in this building.

milesfromstart:
oh. i'm hiding so they can't hear me.

inurheadandheart:
you jerking off?

milesfromstart:
definitely. death really gets me off, i'm just like rorie

inurheadandheart:
uh. . . i'm not sure i wanna know.

milesfromstart:
he called me on sunday to ask me to talk dirty to him so he could get off. it was epically creepy

inurheadandheart:
eeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwww
i've talked to him a bit this week. maybe once before the power went out. he was keeping warm and was making sure mandy was okay.

milesfromstart:
well now he's a necropheliac lemur

inurheadandheart:
he's. . . what?

milesfromstart:
it's so weird, you don't even want to know

inurheadandheart:
i don't understand and i'm scared.

milesfromstart:
i think he was stoned this week

inurheadandheart:
that could explain what you're saying.

inurheadandheart:
i think i might call my little brother after this.

milesfromstart:
i think i might call my mom after this

inurheadandheart:
wait, don't you hate her?

milesfromstart:
don't i hate you?

inurheadandheart:
well when you put it like that.

milesfromstart:
she did pop me out, and she was there in the hospital even when i told her to piss off. so i guess i could maybe not detest her very being

inurheadandheart:
better than mine.

milesfromstart:
yours got you out

inurheadandheart:
wait, second mom! i meant second mom!

milesfromstart:
did she hug you?

inurheadandheart:
on occasion, but not so much after i hit puberty

milesfromstart:
well then fuck you

inurheadandheart:
we tried that once, remember how that went?

milesfromstart:
ended too soon, like you

inurheadandheart:
:P

milesfromstart:
thanks, dick. you're actually making me feel less horrible.

inurheadandheart:
good. i need you on the same level as me so we're not emotional wrecks and have a sappy hugging crying thing when we're done.

milesfromstart:
ugh, no.

inurheadandheart:
i agree. passing out in a pile on a very nice bed?

milesfromstart:
sounds good

inurheadandheart:
a shower would feel amazing right now

milesfromstart:
i completely forgot about showering

inurheadandheart:
i wonder what it feels like.

milesfromstart:
heaven

inurheadandheart:
i'm almost tempted to like, go to a hotel shower, cause you know how they're so perfect and nice and have those amazing shower heads that do EVERYTHING? i think i might die.

milesfromstart:
if you can get to a hotel, fuck you twice

inurheadandheart:
i'll whisk you away with me?

milesfromstart:
*swoon*

inurheadandheart:
damn right you swoon for me.

milesfromstart:
i think i'll try and sleep. i can't help them if i'm too tired, right?

inurheadandheart:
right. i better actually get back to being superman.

milesfromstart:
me too

inurheadandheart:
wonder twin powers activate.

milesfromstart:
*fist bump*

inurheadandheart:
*fist bump* okay old man, lets do this shit.

milesfromstart:
fuck you, youngster

inurheadandheart:
if only, if only *blows kiss*

milesfromstart:
yeah

inurheadandheart:
go sleep or i'll drug your ass.

milesfromstart:
i'll see what i can do

inurheadandheart:
sleep some for me too.

milesfromstart:
i'm
i'll talk to you later

inurheadandheart:
k later.